5th Vassa Halfway Vlog

Today marks the halfway point on my special 5th Vassa living in a tent here in California. I made a vlog with some reflections of my time here, and my path and practice. Made shorter videos to handle mountain internet upload speed 🙂.

part 1 : https://youtu.be/J4r78Hxm9Yc

part 2 : https://youtu.be/NrHwJMQvdI0

part 3 : https://youtu.be/dhmg9F28uGE

part 4 : https://youtu.be/IHjfzDRJUX4

Attachment and letting go

I wrote this on facebook just about two weeks or so before moving to the monastery to become a monastic, 7 years ago:

“Its a funny thing that even when we think we have little attachment in life, we have no clue to what extent we live attached to everything, big and small.

When you begin the process of leaving everything you’ve ever known, and you notice attachment to something as small as office supplies you’ve used for years. When you think about what to do with them and you notice a small feeling of sadness in having to leave them behind.

It is a laughable thought, if it weren’t so true and indicative of just how attached we really are.

We naturally dislike change, we are “loss-averse” yet we live in an existance that is changing with every breath. The molecules that make up us and everything around us are ever moving, ever changing, the cells that make up our body dieing and being replaced, even if we can’t see it, all is still in eternal flux.

We humans are a weird juxtaposition in that regard. All of life seems to be an attempt at making peace with this reality in one way or another, searching for happiness, whatever that means to each of us.”

Thank You

I just wanted to thank all of you who have been supporting me with Dana in the last year or so of me being a nomad monk.

Since i am no longer living at and being supported by an established and well supported monastery, this support has been extra special in helping with medical, travel, and requisite needs.

It was hard for me to truly understand and appreciate how my life depends on others while living at Bhavana. Now I have a deeper gratitude then ever before for all the support you all have shown me because I understand the value of this generosity more.

Now it is up to me as a monastic to be worthy of that support. The suttas tell us that a monk “ eats the countries alms food a debtor” until awakening, so its up to me to strive to better myself and spend some away to work on myself so I can grow to become a good monk with deep wisdom that I will be able to share with you all.

Thanks again.

Bhante J

Tour of my Vassa campsite

Vassa and Travels

Don’t Maintain a Fault-Finding Mind

5.10. Yasadatta

With fault-finding mind, the dullardlistens to the victor’s instruction.They’re as far from the true teachingas the earth is from the sky.

With fault-finding mind, the dullardlistens to the victor’s instruction.They fall away from the true teaching,like the moon in the waning fortnight.

With fault-finding mind, the dullardlistens to the victor’s instruction.They wither away in the true teaching,like a fish in too little water.

With fault-finding mind, the dullardlistens to the victor’s instruction.They don’t thrive in the true teaching,like a rotten seed in a field.

But one with contented mindwho listens to the victor’s instruction—having wiped out all defilements;having witnessed the unshakable;having arrived at ultimate peace—they are quenched without defilements.


It’s All About Letting Go

“This mind is always anxious,this mind is always stressed about stresses that haven’t arisen and those that have.If there is a state free of anxiety,please answer my question.”

“Not without understanding and austerity,not without restraining the sense faculties,not without letting go of everything,do I see safety for living creatures.”


No Time to Waste

“Three things are coming, like a wall of flame:death, disease, and old age.No power can stand before them,and no speed’s enough to flee.

Don’t waste your day,a little or a lot.Every night that passes shortens your life by that much.

Walking or standing,sitting or lying down:your final night draws near;you have no time to be careless.”


Expanding to Bitchute, Rumble and Odysee

I’ve officially started uploading videos to three other major platforms since going through the multiple banning issues on youtube. I’m still getting use to the two channels and will be uploading as I can. You can find the links to my channels here :

Odysee :


Bitchute :


Rumble :


5 Part Dhamma talk going over SN 22.22 “The Burden” , one of the most profound teachings from the suttas.

In this series I go over each section of Bhara sutta, each video is approx 8 minutes. The first video is larger because youtube wont let me edit it, but I have a direct link in description.

The Ear is on Fire

Supporting Bhikkhunis

“Wicked One, I will not become fully extinguished until I have monk disciples … nun disciples … layman disciples … laywoman disciples who are competent, educated, assured, learned.
Not until my spiritual life is successful and prosperous, extensive, popular, widespread, and well proclaimed wherever there are gods and humans.’”

Just a quick message, if you are a Buddhist and care about the longevity of the teachings, then you may know that the Buddha linked the thriving of the four-fold assembly(them being learned, wise, etc) to the length and quality of the Buddhasasana’s existence.

That being said, the Theravada Bhikkhuni order is a vital part of the Dhamma lasting long, so they deserve our support to practice without much worry and grow wise. This is what the generosity of the laity does, allows the monastic to practice well and in turn share their wisdom and the Dhamma with the people, growing the four-fold assembly.

Its no secret that Bhikkhunis and Bhikkhuni monasteries are not as well supported as the Bhikkhu ones, for a variety of reasons, so those of us who wish to see the fourfold assembly thrive should try and take care of all the monastics as much as possible, because both thriving Bhikkhus and thriving Bhikhuis are needed for the continued survival and growth of the Dhamma, especially here in the west where we place a high value on equality.

I am honored to know, and to learn from, many good Bhikkhunis. As many of you know, I am very keen on growing the Dhamma in America, so lets all do our part to support and help the Bhikkhuni order grow for the benefit of all beings who will be able to learn the Dhamma and work towards their own freedom.

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